is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words
THE BEAST WITHIN
Trouble inside my head so deep, this insidious Beast, self-destruction continually creeps, As this beast never sleeps…
Slipping deeper into despair, wishing someone truly
Cared! Who will fight this beast? Chain reaction internal
Defeat, I fall to pieces once again, run in circles count to 10!
Then the explosion erupts, hits the street of personal
Hell, cobble stone beats - imprinted on sections of my
Heart a path to heartache from the start.
This emotional journey I am embarking on, battered and
Windblown personal scars…
Walls built up so high can the beast climb them hit the
Sky? Need to chase him out of my head, stop the
Noises, better off dead!!!!
Why do I need to fight, shield of Armor, my personal
Knight… Save myself from mass destruction, rebuild my
World, full of construction, replace the broken blocks with
Smashing the evil demon of the night, send him on a
Beast be gone, I do say, pack your bags go
Peace in my mind is what I seek, permanent scars,
Medal of honor etched in my heart, survived the
Battle, my purple heart!
Tears flowing from these big blue eyes…
Streaming into a sea of despair… Pain so deep running through the streets Of disaster…
Her world crumbling around her right before Her eyes…. Thoughts of the past rushing back in to Her mind. Memories of the days living the American Dream with mom and dad by her side…
This blond haired beauty so safe and secure, smiling Not knowing the fate that will occur… Pictures show A happy existence, no trace of the dangers that lay Ahead, on this crazy path called life…
The hurt, the sorrow, twisted path changing at every corner
MORE disoriented as she travels forward in time…
Then with a BANG, her world brought back to
The present, REALITY sets in…
Where did it all go wrong?
When did I actually fall?
When did day turn to night?
How did I get off my path of life?
So many questions run over in her mind…
How am I supposed to survive
This is unfair, so undeserved…
Thinking, this young woman with the blond curl…
One wrong move and I was done, now
There is no where to run…
How am I going to survive I say?
I will turn And face my demons
Chase each one away!!
With hard work and sacrifice, I can definitely Win the fight. The fight to save my life, the fight
To bring peace to my soul, bring in new light, Make positive goals…
I am stronger than they think…
I refuse to sink,
Into the darkness of
I hear something,
Who is waiting there?
My demons are lurking wanting
To pounce on the weakness
Inside of me… How am I ever
Going to be free?
The demons of my past, I need to put to
Rest; put my dignity to the test…
I will live one day at a time, finding new
Paths, creating new rhymes…
I will put my goodness to the test,
Send those demons packing, lay my
Head to rest…
When this feeling washes over me, my
Soul will be cleansed finally free…
is composed of nows.